Never compromise yourself at the expense of others. Including family, after completing my Master's program. I wanted to see what God has for me during this season. I found that the legal community I wanted to be so much a part of did not provide the support or hands on guidance I needed. After my daughter moved in with my grandchildren. I love them with all my heart, but I didn't expect the responsibility of raising them would be pushed on me.
I've been rescue 911 for them, but feel like the challenges I faced this past year came when I took my eyes off of my purpose and passions. I stopped writing, and stopped dreaming that the plans that God had for me would be a reality.
The dreams of becoming an attorney became so far removed from my present reality. I just caved, I started to allow resentment and fear set in. Until I cried, I prayed and made up iny mind. That this life is not my portion. The lies of the devil is not my reality. I exhaled after being exhausted from being everything for those iny life, but not taking care of me.
I chose me, I prayed and seen the revelation of God's word come to life. It's a day by day process, but can be done. Don't forget who you are or give up on the person God called you to be.
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